One

A year ago you entered the world, little boy. You came out eyes wide open and have remained that way ever since. You're always soaking it in, people, faces, sounds; like it's all just too good to miss.

You have a coy little smile that melts my heart every time... every time.

9 months ago James and I didn't know how we were going to handle all of this. This two children thing. Sleepless nights and full work days daunted us, made our eyes heavy, but life went on and eventually you slept through the night.

Eventually, you started to smile and reach up for me to hold you. Eventually you began to giggle deep in your belly at my funny sounds.

Eventually you started to stand on your own and take a few hesitant but brave steps.

Eventually you said my name.

I spend each day in awe that I get to be your mama; that you are my son. You were chosen for me and I for you; it's not a coincidence.

I love you Morgan, my bright little sea dweller.